GlitterKathleen

You may know that June 19th is the one year anniversary that Anton Yelchin died. You may know him from movies such as Star Trek, Like Crazy, Fright Night, or even Charlie Bartlett. I'm going to explain what has happened since that day. It was Father's Day and I decided to wear my brand new Star Wars shirt for my dad. My mom invited her family over and they would be here any minute. I was on twitter and I saw a tweet saying something among the lines "RIP Anton Yelchin." My heart dropped. I felt the tears begin to swell and I began to slip into a panic attack. "Dad, I think Anton Yelchin died," I desperately tried to search for more information as I felt the tears begin to fall. "It's probably fake," he didn't look at how terrified I was in that moment. There it was as soon as I searched his name "Anton Yelchin killed in car accident at age 27." I couldn't hold back anymore, I let the tears fall. My heart was absolutely br...

Could I do something that isn't just sit in silence and watch anime As my jaw locks and my teeth clench In front of my computer screen as I hear the words "Heroes Never Die." My soul is the flickering light as the end of the tunnel A spark gone too soon. Flowers painted on bedside dressers Glitter embedded into carpets Tears staining the sheets that slowly caress me to sleep A simple hello, is all i've wanted. please dont leave me

i dont care at this point if i get that little yellow house with the big yard i dont care if i get my own craft room that ive spent weeks on painting the walls with my nana's old paint. i dont care if at night my pomeranian and two cats will ever end up cuddling with me every night i dont care if every day all i ever do is be creative i dont care if a nightingale comes to me each night and sings me to sleep i dont care if i end up with you or i end up having to live alone for the rest of my life as much as i want that to happen. i dont care i want to be happy that is all i care about the fact that my sassafras tea doesnt fill me up with creativeness like a draught that flows through every single part of my blood stream i care that my medication hasnt done much besides have me pray to god that maybe tonight i wont focus on the fact that i am indeed alone i Care about how on some days i just want to see the color that blood turns after it has been smudged with someone despe...

So one year ago today, the short essay I wrote over one of my favorite characters was released. Unfortunately, the page was deleted. Luckily, I was able to track down my original essay and so here it is in memory of Carrie Fisher, I wish she could have read it: W hen I was younger, I wanted to be a princess. Unlike other wannabe princesses, I despised the idea of being a damsel in distress that had to be rescued. When I watched Star Wars: A New Hope for the very first time, I fell in love with the character that is Princess Leia Organa.  With tight little buns in my hair for months, I saw her as a role model for not only little girls, but for everyone.    Leia was a princess, like her title says, but she was not your average damsel in distress.  She has saved her group on numerous occasions. In fact, when Luke and Han met her for the very first time, they assumed they would be the ones rescuing her, but with her quick thinking, she saved the guys from the hand...

Lorelei Hemmings stuck at the bottom of a lake Unable to make an appearance to her own wake Her Boyfriend did this, you know He broke her heart and let her go To Drown. To Drown. To Drown. He filled a crate of memories to drag her down Lorelei was unable to be found for 20 years She waded herself out of the water, unable to stop her tears Black blood oozes down her nose She became a Siren, unable to decompose I wrote this little pretty ditty when I wanted to write a short story about how sirens were just girls who were drowned. I actually really loved the character and the plot so think of this as sort of a prologue. If people enjoy this, I'll definitely post more of my work. Until next time Glitter Flakes, ~Kathleen

So technically it is the last day of what would have been BEDIF. I failed epicly, but I hope to try this again in the future. For today, I have some OCs I made for a Machinima using Yandere Simulator. A Machinima is where you take a video game and sort of make your own story from it. Think of Red vs. Blue from Rooster Teeth. These are just some very rough versions of some OCs I made. I made most of them using Fire Alpaca.   The first two look the best because I made them in Photoshop. I'm not entirely sure what they will be named, but I am very excited to make this possible. Until next time, Glitter Flakes ~Kathleen

So I got bored and I decided why don't I test out some hairstyles in Yandere Simulator My victim was Supana Churu who normally looks like this: (Fun fact: her name means Susanna like the story of "Oh Susanna" I thought it was pretty funny) Anyway: I decided to make her go red because why not.  She turned out like: I was actually quite surprised it actually worked. Her hairstyle is apparently one of them that was not meant to change. Of course her little hair skulls are also red and she no longer has the shading around her eyes, but it still works! Next is Pippi Oso and we're gonna make her Purple She normally looks like this: (Fun fact: Her name literally means hippo. Like what.) Anyway with the change she ends up looking more like: Her eyes and her hair slightly change, but you can see it a lot more from the back: Normally it is black but now it is a very dark purple and not going to lie, I actually love it. That's all for these ...

So, I am surprisingly really bad at keeping up with posting every single day for a month. Actually, it's not that surprising. I have been dealing with a few personal things which annoyingly got in the way of me wanting to keep up. I apologize greatly. But, I have a few things that I have been working on and so maybe I might be able to work on a special project. Here is a sneak peek on what I've been working on in order to avoid responsibilities: I want to give you guys more information, but I will as soon as more things become more concrete.

So for the first actual post for BEDIF I decided to start off by talking about one of my favorite games at the moment.. Yandere Simulator. While at first glance, this game looks as if it is about a cute little Japanese schoolgirl But can also be as easily be very dark The choice is up to the player. The main plot of the game is that you are a young Yandere girl who wants attention from her Senpai and will get that attention from any way possible. It could be murder or it could be matchmaking, like I said it is up to the choice of the player. If you are interested in more information about the game, I will add links to the official website , Yandere Dev's blog , and the official YouTube channel . Anyway, back to the point of this post. (This is based off of this post if you wanna check it out) Yandere Dev added a helpful little tool when it comes to creating characters in Yandere Simulator: The JSON file called "Students" it is located inside the folder call...

"Writing is so hard." I hear this one a lot. In fact, I say it a lot as well. It's not that difficult unless you aren't enjoying yourself. Writing is my favorite hobby and it's actually one of the most mindless things to do in my opinion. I suffer from what I call "Chronic Daydreams" in which if I am alone in my thoughts for too long, I begin to think of different scenarios. These scenarios could be simply because I am bored in what ever I am doing and want to sort of get away for a little bit. Other scenarios are based off of whatever I am into at the moment. For example, I currently am thinking a lot about Yandere Simulator and Overwatch. That is because whenever I go over to my friends' apartment I am playing one of those two games.  My tip? Write about whatever you enjoy. Do you want to write about D.VA trying to track down an old NES game? Go ahead, you are writing so why not? Want to write about how you imagine life will be like after...

Welcome to BEDIF, all of my lovely glitter flakes! I decided that the best way I can possibly get better at Blogging would be to blog every day for a whole month. Every day in February I will try my very best to post something new that has been happening to me. I might post something about video games, projects, or maybe even my personal life. I am actually looking forward to keeping active, even if it means working on this while I work at my new job. I also will have a bit of a queue in case I ever end up having to miss a day of writing. After this, I will hopefully get back into the habit and begin to hopefully start getting a schedule happening. I have a bunch of ideas ready in my brain that desperately need to get onto the page. For today, please enjoy this picture I took of me and my friend's cat. Her name is Addie and she's a Russian Blue. She might be the cutest thing on this earth. Addie is constantly purring and she loves cuddling with each of us.

I am currently making this post to sort of keep myself awake a bit longer so maybe I can catch the Nintendo Switch presentation, so let's just get right to it shall we? One of the problems I struggle with when writing is simply coming up with a new character. Or worse, I write a "new" character and realize they are a copy of another character. While working on paintings or other sorts of work, I recently have been enjoying watching Dice, Camera, Action with Dungeons & Dragons. If you do not know what it is, it is a stream in which people play Dungeons & Dragons. One of the players goes by the name of ProJared and he made a video called "Let's Make a Character Together!" In this video, he goes into depth about how one can make a D&D character. I watched this video with the thought of "Sweet! Now I can make my own character!" I ran into a problem... I have no way of playing D&D. Instead of getting sad about not being able to u...